"NANDITO AKO (I'm Here or Here I am)" by Lea Salonga

Mayroon akong nais malaman (There is something I would like to know)
Maaari bang magtanong (Is it okay to ask?)
Alam mo bang matagal na kitang iniibig (Did you know that I've been loving you for a long time)
Matagal na kong naghihintay (I've been waiting for so long)

Ngunit mayroon kang ibang minamahal (However, you love someone else)
Kung kaya't ako'y di mo pinapansin (and you might not pay attention to me)
Ngunit ganun pa man nais kong malaman mo (If it's like that, I wish for you to know)
Ang puso kong ito?y para lang sa iyo (That this heart of mine is only for you)

Refrain:
Nandito ako umiibig sa iyo (I am here, just loving you)
Kahit na nagdurugo ang puso (Even though my heart is broken into pieces)
Kung sakaling iwanan ka niya (If she ever leaves you)
Huwag kang mag-alala (Don't you worry)
May nagmamahal sa iyo (There's someone loving you)
Nandito ako (I am here)

Kung ako ay iyong iibigin (If you were to love me)
Di kailangan ang mangamba (There's no need to doubt)
Pagka't ako ay para mong alipin (Because I am like your slave)
Sa iyo lang wala nang iba (Only to you and no one else)

Ngunit mayroon kang ibang minamahal (However, you love someone else)
Kung kaya't ako'y di mo pinapansin (and you  might not pay attention to me)
Ngunit ganun pa man nais kong malaman mo (If it's like that, I wish for you to know)
Ang puso kong ito'y para lang sa iyo (This heart of mine is only for you)

Nandito ako umiibig sa iyo (I am here, loving you)
Kahit na nagdurugo ang puso (Even though my heart is in pieces)
Kung sakaling iwanan ka niya (If by any chance she leaves you)
Huwag kang mag-alala (Don't you worry)
May nagmamahal sa iyo (Someone is loving you)
Nandito ako (I am here)

Nandito ako umiibig sa iyo (I am here, loving you)
Kahit na nagdurugo ang puso (Even though my heart is in pieces)
Kung sakaling iwanan ka niya (If by any chance she leaves you)
Huwag kang mag-alala (Don't you worry)
May nagmamahal sa iyo (Someone is loving you)
Nandito ako (I am here)

Nandito ako... (I am here)

freakin` dumb ass...

aww mayn now let me tell you somethin`! haha! tonight was the best night i have had in my entire life! haha!! fong called me up out of nowhere and was like hey wanna go out?! and i was like sure where are we goin` and he was like oh out to pass out flyers for the midnight race! duh! haha!! okae so first stop STARBUCKS! haha!! oh mayn..walk in put flyers on a table..LEFT! haha!! ran to 24 hour..haha!! RAN!! OMG i hate runnin`!! then we went to MAX MUSCLE but then it was not open cuz it`z sunday..only fong would try to go to stores and such the day after xmas on a sunday at 4:45..uh huh..so then we go over to the runnin` zone..it was 4:55 and it closed at 5 and there was NO ONE there!! haha!! fong..tryin` to be smart tried to knock on the door anyways..haha!! oh mayn dissed! then it was off to JAMBA #1..he hella just put up the flyer..i thought he wanted somethin` so then i was in line and i was like hey fong what do you want?! and he was like ehh whatever you want is fine and i was like i don`t want anythin`..haha!! and he was like oh me either! haha!! i want to save room for cold stone! haha!! okae..so then i`m like..uh jk! haha!! then to JAMBA #2 haha!! the girl was really nice there and fong tried to do that one thing i do when i say hi or bye to ppl that i don`t know but i do it by name cuz i see their name tag so like they are like WTF she knows my name?! haha!! too bad he hecka couldn`t do it!! haha!! then to COLD STONE! haha OMG haha!! he is crazy for cold stone..it was freezin` and he still wanted some..okae so he got his ice cream..thought we were gonna share but it was too cold for me so i let him eat it all..haha!! eatin` cold stone outside cold stone..eatin` cold stone in fongs car..eatin` cold stone in claries..then cold stone all gone..walk back into cold stone for gift certificates..THEY RAN OUT! fong wanted more cold stone but NO! then on the way back to the car he just jumps on me..OMG in the middle of the street!! JUST JUMPS ON ME!! haha!! then we went to ALBERTSONS!! haha!

fong: so home now?!
me: GASP! ALBERTSONS!!
fong: WHAT THE?!
me: YEA ALBERTSONS!! haha!
fong: umm okae weirdo! "average teenagers" wouldn`t suggest albertsons as the cool place to go..usually it`z the mall or sharkys not "oh alberstons!"

haha!! so we go to albertsons..fong goes hey where are the magazines?! we go to the magazines..some random albertsons employee RUNS by and i`m like GO FONG GO! haha!! then we get to the magazines and then there is a CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY magazine!!! woo hoo!! OMGG!! haha!! fong was a lil scared..haha!!! yeap then we walked around tryin` to find somethin` to bring to stephanie`z party! haha!! yeap so then after minutes and minutes of searchin`..ICE CREAM to go with my shut up their cutes! haha!! yeah-uh! haha!! yeap then we go to the self check out..haha!! mayn that thing gets fong all careful and like paranoid..haha!! OMG..haha!! fong:OMG i can`t believe it we can`t mess it up OMG don`t touch it MIMI you will mess it up!! haha!! hilarious!! haha!! then we go to target but then he goes NO i don`t want you to buy me a card cuz i didn`t get you one..OMG..i was like you didn`t.. . ..aww so then i was like fine..when he dragged me away!! then he tired to jump on me again!! but this time he broke his BATMAN watch!! haha!! OMG! so then back to target to get another one..haha!! oh mayn! i can`t go to target to get him a card but he can go get his BATMAN watch..mayn..BUT i got helly a card! haha! the day after xmas! and stup fong wouldn`t let me get him a card..gah! then when we got out of target he was like yea i did get you a card!! OMG fong lied to me..now i`m makin` him a homemade card from the heart! haha!! fo sho..yeap then on the way back i accidently hit him in the chest! haha!! oppz! haha!! I LOVE YOU FONG! haha!!  yea so then i got home..haha!! it was so fun! thanks fong for the night out! i needed it! 

meems

do you remember me

i sat upon your knee

i wrote to you with childhood fantasies

well  i`m all grown up now

and still need help somehow

i`m not a child but my heart still can dream

so here`s my lifelong wish

my grown up christmas list

not for myself but for a world in need

no more lives torn apart

that wars would never start

and time would heal all hearts

and everyone would have a friend

and right would always win

and love would never end

this is my grown up christmas list

as children we believe

the grandest sight to see

was something lovely wrapped beneath the tree

but heaven only knows

that packages and bows

can never heal a heartached human soul

no more lives torn apart

that wars would never start

and time would heal all hearts

and everyone would have a friend

and right would always win

and love would never end

this is my grown up christmas list

what is this illusion called the innocence of youth

maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth

no more lives torn apart

that wars would never start

and time would heal all hearts

and everyone would have a friend

and right would always win

and love would never end

this is my grown up christmas list

this is my only lifelong wish

this is my grown up christmas list

my grown up christmas list-kelly Clarkson